forget him not…
was just flipping thru channels on Astro and there i wa stuck in MTV.. they were playing new clips from artistes..
so happened mariah carey has a new video clip called “Dont forget About Us”.. was listening to it and also watching the clip.. the clip has a seminude good looking guy (cant help but noticed) with her (lucky woman coz there is a scene she was in the pool with him, arghhh some ppl have all the luck) after that the song was also playing on the radio.. i cant help but notice the lyrics..
so here is the full lyrics for the song :
- Don’t Forget About Us
by Mariah Carey
Intro:
(Don’t forget about us)
Don’t baby, don’t baby, don’t let it go
No baby, no baby, no baby no
Don’t baby, don’t baby, don’t let it go
My baby boy…
(Verse I)
Just let it die
With no goodbyes
Details don’t matter
We both paid the price
Tears in my eyes
You know sometimes
It’d be like that baby
(Bridge I)
Now everytime I see you
I pretend I’m fine
When I wanna reach out to you
But I turn and I walk and I let it ride
Baby I must confess
We were bigger than anything
Remember us at our best
And don’t forget about
(Chorus)
Late nights, Late nights, playing in the dark and waking up inside my arms
And wakin’ up inside my arms
Boy, you’ll always be in my heart and
I can see it in your eyes
You still want it
So don’t forget about us
I’m just speaking from experience
Nothing can compare to your first true love
So I hope this will remind you
When it’s for real, it’s forever
So don’t forget about us
(Verse II)
Oh they say
That you’re in a new relationship
But we both know
Nothing comes close to
What we had, it perseveres
That we both can’t forget it
How good we used to get it
(Bridge II)
There’s only one me and you
And how we used to shine
No matter what you go through
We are one, that’s a fact
That you can’t deny
So baby we just can’t let
The fire pass us by
Forever we’d both regret
So don’t forget about
(Chorus)
(Rap)
And if she’s got your head all messed up now
That’s the trickery
She’ll wanna have like you know how this lovin’ used to be
I bet she can’t do like me
She’ll never be MC
Baby don’t you, don’t you forget about us
(Chorus x2)
Don’t baby, don’t baby, don’t let it go
No baby, no baby, no baby no
Don’t baby, don’t baby, don’t let it go
When it’s for real, it’s forever
So don’t forget about us.
well it talk about two person after they have gone their separate ways and she wants the guy not to forget about what they used to have.. well sort of reminded me that i should not forget about the relationship i had with my current (soon to be ex) bf.
is it that easy to forget about a love relationship that u had with someone? it seems that is so much easier for guys to forget and just find another. as for a girl, its not that easy. sometimes i wished that it was easy to just forget the hurt that the person has caused me but then it never heals…
over the year till now, i still hold grudges against my parents, a friend of mine and also a particular bitchy former working colleague. is it so easy to forgive and forget? i am a particularly forgiving person provided if that person has not really make me really mad/angry and hurt. now i have another one to add to the list that i would never forget and maybe not able to even heal my heart out of it. cut is too deep that even if it heals, it continues to bleed inside.
i know i wont be able to forget the first time i met him where we enjoy the first new year eve firework display in the sky’s of KL. i wont forget the first date that we went on and what he told me over the fried chicken that he was having. i wont forget the first Valentine’s Day that we had at Gentings and what we did over that dark little corner by the road. i wont forget the time when he first told me that he loves me. i wont forget the first time i ever cried so much over becoz i want to be with him so much at that time. i wont forget the time that i woke up in his arms and whispered “I love you” in his ears while he was sleeping. i wont forget the time i had to wait for him hours and hours at the lrt station after his classes.
i wont forget the time i spent the nite at his house and it was raining the whole night thru. i wont forget the time he drove all the way to PD just for us to catch the rising sun by the sea. i wont forget every time when we went for movie, how he held me and hug me when he was too afraid to look at the screen. i wont forget all the times that he has minor accidents like bumming his head on stuff and never failed to make laugh. i wont forget the time that i was so sad that i called him late at night and we talked for hours. i wont forget the times that he has held me and comforted me when i was angry/sad and depressed and felt life was not worth living.
i wont forget the times we went to the swim pool and the time i taught him how to swim. i wont forget the time when i got my first birthday present and all the other 3 presents for the following birthdays. i wont forget the time he gave me that big jar of hershey kisses for valentine’s day. i won forget the times when he bought clothes, jewellery, momentos, souvenirs for me. i wont forget the times that he would have to brave rain, traffic jams, accidents just to come and see me. i wont forget the times that i confide to him my feelings, my sadness, my secrets and strip of all of my ego and the confident me to reveal a fragile me.
there is too many things that just would remind me of him.. there are too many things that we did that and now i would have to do some of these things by my own like watching movie, goin to the gym, swim, spend time at the bookstores, go drink coffee, yamchar, on valentine’s day, christmas, new year eve and public holidays. it is not as though i do not have friends to hang and do these things but one of the perks of having a bf is that you can do these things when you like and its easy to set a time to do it. with friends especially girls, its more difficult to organize and meet and plus we all live so far away from each other.
i talked to a good friend recently and he told me he feel in love with a girl. i should be happy for him but am not becoz he was still attached to his gf. i felt like smacking him and asked him what happened. long story short, he said he broke up with this girl due to parents’ pressure and decided to be with his current gf that he no longer has feelings for. i mean back a few months ago, he complained abt his gf and i told him to break it off if they were not happy. and now it seems that he wanted so much to break off with his gf to be with someone else..
wow looks like he just changed overnite becoz he only met this new girl a month or so.. there is a chinese saying that goes like “nobody dislikes new things”. well i dun need to explain what it means coz it self explanatory..
it seems so easy for him to just forget his current gf and he claims to love someone else. hmmm… why? i asked him why??? i asked myself why??
i asked myself whether this would happen to my bf as well. and i think it would. before long he would be able to find someone else just like that and claim that person to be the love of his life.. ouch the thought of it really hurts and i am just feeling it now. why does love really needs to hurt? cant i just switch it hurt off and on just like how guys do it? i used to think that drinking would help to numb the depression that i had before but it never helped until i found someone to confide in. now, i am losing that someone and i do not even dare to think whan i would be doing to combat my depression…
so much thoughts and without even realizing, is the month of December. the month that i was dreading. for normal people, they would look forward for this month becoz of christmas, year end sale, new year eve, holidays and time to spend wih family and loved one. well, for me its different. i wished i could go away and not stay around for the holidays.. and again wishful thinking…
i think its enough for today..
