work? what work…
the two week of induction at work was quickly set aside and here comes the serious week. unfortunately urs truly had to skip work on monday becoz i torn my ligament on my hand and suffered multiple bruises on my arms and legs. not that i got into a fight or anything like that..
i had my taekwondo competition on sunday and i got beaten like a rag doll.
first of all i was in the wrong category, my Sir put me in the above 70kg category. mind you that i have since my breakup last year i have been shrinking and losing weight.. i am now in mid of 66 -65kg. yeah… still have 10-15 kg more to lose. anyway i have no idea who i was goin to be competiting with and when i saw the girl (from UIA, International Islamic University of Malaysia) i was wondering whether i had just sign my own death certificate. she was damn huge and big. i wonder what they feed her in the uni’s cafe… steriods??? anyhow, the fight was ok considering that i tried to attack her but she managed to block my attack becoz before i could even land a kick to her body, she kicked me…
damn after the first round she was exhausted but i wasnt becoz i have been working on my stamina lately. but then i just could not even kick her to get more points. damn it.. anyway she won and i got a bronze… damn it… well have to let this go and train for the next one in june. this competition was great with lots of action, injuries and blood. two guys got kicked on the head and broke their nose.. bleeding everywhere.. cool never seen so much blood… hahahah
i have not been goin to the gym for a week and i am feeling a little quesy.. must go gym again next week!!! i must lose another 5-6 kg by mid of the year and then lose another 5-6 more by the end of the year… support me people!
well goin back to my work, well this week we were introduced to the products that we would be dealing with and customer service. we were trained by this australian trainer and her name is samantha. she is nice but quite strict and a bit rigid. but by the end of the week, we find her quite tolerable and well for me, i think she is way better than some of the lecturers in my college. on friday, we had the opportunity to sit with a real GSE (global suppport executives) and heard some live call from australia and observe how they deal with the customers. was kindof cool and also interesting.. heard many funny and some horror stories but all in all it was alright.
i got an phone interview from dell on thursday, i was kind of nervous but it went fine. i really hope that i get this job becoz not only it pay better, it is alsolutely something that i am interested in doing and it is far away from home. just an excuse to move out of the house! hahahah
well that is about it.. hey but wait a minute how abt the guy that i mention in my last post? well safe to say we are still goin out, talked a lot of crap on the phone and me trying to pscyho-analyze him and also the other way around. i came to a conclusion that i should not think too much about this “complicated” relationship and just go with what is natural. i do not want to make the same mistakes like what happened in my previous relationship when i got too emotional and just too attached. not goin to that with this guy.. i am goin treat him how i treat my previous bf, caring and being there for the fella but i not goin to be too emotional about my feelings. coz i just dont know what to feel anymore. i like the fella but i dont know how i like him.. u know what i mean?
well anyway i do not wanna put high hopes in any kind of relationship becoz i think i should just enjoy it without stressing about what may or will happen. as the fella say “enjoy the journey eventhough the destination may differ as time passes by”.. i am quoting the fella becoz he is just so good in telling me things and it makes great sense and i actually agree with what he says. hmmm and things he says are just really sensible and damn right funny…
so that is about it for this week.. will write more next week..till then..
