changes…
went back to KL during the weekend. had quite a good time back home. spent time with family, the cat and friends. did lots of shopping… how could i resist? i start to realised that the journey spent to and fro KL is not that long anyway. it is the best time to actually catch some much needed beauty sleepin the bus. have not been sleeping much this week becoz of new work schedule and also that i have not been having a really healthy body week.
had been bingeing on too much coffee, mash potatoes (at work) and not much fruits and vegs. i must admit that it is my own fault as well. i just cant resist good mash potatoes. it is such a comfort eating mash potatoes. becoz of the crazy work schedule, my lunch is scheduled as early as 9.30am when there isnt much food ready at the cafeteria. have to make do and re adjust the eating pattern.
i lived a very organized life. i eat at a certain time and sleep at a certain time and exercise on a daily basis. now, i dun get to eat at regular hours, eating nonsense stuff and not sleepin enough and not exercise enough either. the body is started to rebel and telling the fat and lazy self to get my butt moving and start to exercise. problem is the my schedule doesnt really allow me any day time to actually go for a good 1 hour jog. hmmm.. execuses for the big fat lazy bum of mine.
anyway goin to come back early for the next few weeks and do at least half an hour of jogging for the next two weeks before i start to put pressure on my body to get fit again. it is easy to just let go and add a few pounds here and there but when it comes to losing it, it is really damn difficult. being able to fit into nice clothes is a factor of getting my bum moving from the couch and start exercising. i still have a nice short boards pants which i am aiming to fit in by the end of this year hopefully. have to start doing weights as well becoz i like that ripped effect it does to my arms, legs and back. [think jennifer garner in elektra, nice bod, arms and abs]
ok so back to my trip back home. to tell u the truth eventhough i am from KL but i have never stepped foot on Berjaya Times Square. felt like such a country bum when my fren told me to met her in McD in Times Sq. i went up to the person who was at the info counter and asked her.. felt as though i was tourist in a foreign country. what a country bum that woman must think.
i am not sure what the trend are with kids these days but on my dayout to times square, i had culture shock. kids were wearing rags and stuff which i dun even wear when i was their age. it was so elaborate, expensive and what ever happened to just big t shirts, baggy jeans and ripped jeans? my mom was at my neck when i started with my baggy pants and baggy tops and everything black. but now kids are wearing clothes out of a movie or book or just plain fashion mags. and it is not the imitation of what is from the magazine, its the real thing. kids nowadays are so pampered and spoilt. during my time, a trip down to McD’s once a week is a real treat. hmm maybe a sign i am getting old… sob sob sob… (telling myself i am not old, i am not old, i am not old..)
changes. it is a good change that i came to penang. i mean it is good in terms of the relationship that i am having now with my parents. we are not up to each other necks nowadays coz we dont confront each other every day like we used to. i guess that is a good start. my relationship with my parents were never good. it either between me and my mom and then it is escalated to me and my dad. we always play the “its your fault” and “i blame you for so and so” game all the time. both me and my mom are damn headstrong and stubborn and never wanting to give in no matter wat. i guess you know where i got that stubborness from.
in terms of relationship with men, well lets leave that subject out for a moment becoz i had so much changes in the past few months and it is difficult to write what is happening in that department. leaving that for the next post.
